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January 2021

bombarded with bullshit 24/7 when does it all end?

2021-01-03T09:50:43-07:00Categories: Current Events, my bullshit|

Well, I for one am sick of all the political bs, yes even my own, but I feel a need to whine, or for some wine. I do believe it is an eye  for an eye now, the whole fraud at election, stole the election propaganda, but on the other hand, all is fair in love and WAR. I am more concerned at how biased our Media, and deceitful it has become. We subscribe to the Local rag, yet, there is little fairness, half the paper is filled with columnist that are on the democratic sticker side, these are ok, in the editorial, but they are filled through the  paper in the way of legitimate NEWS. biased news is not Legitimate. it I did not love [...]

Interview Granny tape 1

2021-01-02T05:57:18-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Granny talks of bears, a goat, cannery jobs, travel, adversity, Cancer, positive thinking, God, eating bear meat in, ahkiok, here by happenstance, depends on individual, dad and gramps enter room. She talks of being liked, but liking herself, not being depicted as devious. Wanted kids to be good people, close family. Stepping in after family disturbance between siblings. Happy big family 24 grandchildren. Richard has a child, eldest son, namesake, youngest having babies. Natalie Aleut, having baby. Uganik: statehood. Fish traps, livelihood, gill nets. Almost wiped out by fish traps. Gramps always dreamed of living out of town, Freddy went to Sheldon Jackson. Watchman at cannery at Uganik. 14 miles from cannery cottonwood. Fish in summer. Grandchildren in summer.  2 of them.  Male nurse? Mick? Natalie [...]

ooops too much, is too much

2021-01-01T06:38:21-07:00Categories: Alaska Native, my bullshit|

Ok, one of my favorite foods is prime Rib, last night, I showed no more restraint than our dogs, maybe that is why my sweet mary calls me the "big Puppy"  I think I gained 10 pounds, most of which came out down under this morning, but I do think I solved my chest pain issues, more likely stomach issues, than heart, as I have pushed it pretty hard, and it seemed to get stronger, I am not a doctor, but I play one in my real life.) well happy new year?  for who? you?  I think I have to figure where to get in line, for food stamps, as in Arizona, the good jobs are relegated to the illegal clans from the south, at least if [...]

December 2020

crash bam, can still take a punch, or at least get up after tasting pavement

2020-12-29T17:28:36-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

had a run in today with some blacktop, I have been roller blading with my dog, he is a big German shepherd, well today, things went a little awry for me, he pulls like a beast a full gallop, I was heading down a hill with him pulling me through a parking lot transition, he caught sight of a little dog, it was to late, for me, got caught on my heels, slammed head first into the pavement, I hopped right up, some lady was yelling "Are you alright" I was yeah ok, bleeding from my head, I got out, embarrassed, and battered. I had planned to go on an extended trip, and did not hesitate to finish my route, much to shock of a few [...]

shame shame on me..

2021-01-01T06:40:26-07:00Categories: my bullshit, my drinking daze, Richard life pages|

you can hardly go through life, without someone pushing their shame on you.  whether it be their view of your religion, lack of religion, lifestyle, or your past, I know that is a tool, my family tries to use all the time.  whether it is beefing up false charges,  spreading rumors, the gamut goes on, the list is long, and I have done my share of stupid things, but you know what, I have no shame for all the bullshit  that is pointed in my direction, not the man whoring, the fighting, or even my drunken jail times. no shame, I do not deny, I was an asshole, with little regard for myself or others,  I  was the product of my environment.  Sure,  maybe some of [...]

Another Christmas gone by

2020-12-26T17:19:34-07:00Categories: my bullshit, Richard, Richard life pages|

All through house not a creature was stirring not even a MOUSE well that was a good Christmas, even without our 2 oldest childrens, they have lives of their Own now, proud, but sadness of sorts. We did have the baby home, well somewhere nearing 28. but always our baby boss, has been a blessing taking care and extending our Parenthood, We are just so proud of ourselves, that he even chooses to live with us, in this age of people that scoff at families, that stay together in this day and age. He has proven himself successful in every career he has engaged, Manager of a Chipotle, Manager of a high end retail chain, Z galleria, and currently working his way up the chain at [...]

Richard on Relationships more of my b.s.

2020-12-26T16:29:01-07:00Categories: my bullshit, Richard life pages|

Relation Ships, Probably the most important aspect of our Lives, no kidding. You know when people say you are what your eat? well, they should say, you are the result of relationships, your whole life is affected by the relationships you are born into, and the ones you choose, and just as much, the ones you do not choose. The single most Important relationship in our lives, is the one with Ourselves, no not masturbation, although it comes in handy in a pinch. Do you really think you can have good relationships with others, if you fail to have  good relationship with Your very own self? No, I do not mean monetarily, but more  of a knowledge of oneself. Understanding where you came from, why you [...]

I am a facebook whore

2020-12-26T23:48:26-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

facebook, such a wonder, The old days, you would never hear from most people, EVER again, it has given us a connection to everybody we have ever known. It went from being a place to catch up to  an Advertising, Political juggernaut. not sure if that phrase is correct, but I understand it. I have my own personal rules that I follow, but like the rest of life, we all dance to our tune, I only post on peoples timeline if I can say something good, the old adage, dont say anything if you cant say anything good, is my mantra, one of them anyway. I have had people, post critiquing my work, clueless handyman types, I forget now, but it is an instant delete, mfkrs [...]

Stimulus for big business, peanuts for Working Americans

2020-12-25T13:04:22-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Peanuts 600 bones, that is pretty pathetic, those mfkrs, both parties, but the audacity to even put in in our faces, it would have been nicer just to hand out nothing. a fkn nikel. this was negotiated by both sides, if that does not show you how out of touch both  parties are, I am afraid, you will never be more than a "Cheap SHEEP" you mtfkr sitting in your nice office, regular sucking off a Corporate giant, or off our tax dollars, have no clue what it is to have to go out and get your hands dirty, or maybe your already retired, and just just slip sliding away. These unemployed, or just working to pay bills, The money goes right back to the government [...]

Arm Chair Quarterback

2020-12-24T16:14:09-07:00Categories: California, my bullshit|

what exactly is the end game?  I mean really the big picture, here are a few of my observations. Populations are growing, growing and yes, growing. Where does all that end, the world from end to end with people?  We are at a point in history, where it is not too late, to set a path towards, a sustainable planet for all people. Agriculture is destroying our planet, it will not work forever, Oil will not last forever. Yes there is plenty NOW, it is not and endless supply, what happens, when we run out, WAR is what happens, it is in our history, War has been, and always will be  a human thing. God help us. My biggest pet peeves on our society, packaging, the [...]

My culture your Culture where did it go

2020-12-21T22:00:33-07:00Categories: Alaska, Alaska Native, my bullshit|

I have been quite impressed with the younger generation of Alaskan Natives, I have even been subscribing to sites and they  all seem to be getting back Our culture, or at least what is left of it. Impressive. I had never seen this in my day, the big focus was money and  work, GET TO WORK, not hunting and fishing, The Image I share is my great grandmother and great great grandfather from Nome Alaska. you can see what his profession was, hunting and fishing. I just have to say here, when I was living in Uganik, it was the most peace I have had in my life, It was my fortress of solitude, It was a span of over 4 years, in which I planning on [...]

blabber mouth, I am, what a blow hard :0

2020-12-24T12:42:34-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Yesterday, when I started to edit this site I realized that I had many many post on here, wth, time flies when you just type, without and worry about the grammar or if it even makes sense.) Maybe I lazy, or maybe I'm just like my mother, or maybe I'm just like my father, love that song. I added pictures to half of them, then got tired of that mundane task, much easier to do it as I type this dribble drabble. I have been under intense internet attacks, they got into my computer last night, hopefully I cleaned them out. had a Mac logged on from Texas, but with VPN, who knows where they were, looks like they assessed my Amazon account, be wary folks, never [...]

The World Keep moving

2020-12-20T12:06:31-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

howdy howdy, I remember when we drove to Texas, we were wearing cowboy hats and talking with a southern twang, which is easy to do, when everybody does it.  This was  a great high school adventure,  after high school graduation, me and 4 friends drove from Washington State to Texas, our friend Pat Brock had an uncle that lived in Texas, not sure how we thought we could do such a thing, 18 years old and pretty much still had runny noses, any i digress, just wanted to type and update to my world.  I will share that story again later, lots of stuff went down, me in jail at the Harris county  jail, not a fun place We have a new president, but unlike the [...]

Clarity is clear az mud

2020-12-20T12:10:50-07:00Categories: my bullshit, Richard|

all this thinking makes me brain hurt, lol just kidding... We are really living in the twilight zone, or are we? I think we are a Buch of knuckleheads, me included. WE ALL COMPLAIN about something from time to time, some more than others. I can only really talk for myself, me myself and eye COVID, has taken over the United States of America, what the hell is it? it seems like a scam.... but I do not want to die, at least yet! my future is limited, but we still must trudge forward. at any min, any day, tragedy can strike. Recently Lonnie Powers died from Cancer, but since he has died, 2 more deaths of High school mates, both were unexpected, both were my age, [...]

November 2020

Covid and the Election, what next

2020-12-20T12:20:05-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

How are they going to get TRump out of there? ahahah well, he is just returning the favor, we had 4 years of russian collusion, impeachment and everything but the kitchen sink, thrown Trumps way. Now they want him to go quietly, not a chance, he is an egotistical maniac, One of the reason, that I did vote for him. he is not swayed by the "group" or I like to call "sheep" mentality. The problem, he was a little too far to the Narcist side, than expected, dumb as can be, he just had to show some compassion, a little, not a bunch, just enough to make him likable, for the sheep. For me, it was enough, that their was plenty of work to go around, [...]

overthinking is good 4 me

2020-12-20T12:29:53-07:00Categories: my bullshit, Richard, Richard life pages|

I love to think and overthink, that is who I am, I think therefore I yam hehe The key to overthinking, is to accept things that you can not change, and for me, is Turing that stuff over to God, it is my religion. without overthinking, I probably would not be in business, as construction contractor, Murphy's Law, comes to mind, "what can go wrong, will go wrong" sometimes it is not so good, when overthink about people, well that is a wild cared at best, we never know, what is going on in peoples lives, life is hard, can be hard, I am grateful for the life I have, for all that accept me in any form, I am grateful, yet this comes with caution, as [...]

liberation or abandonment?

2020-12-20T12:31:25-07:00Categories: Alaska Native, my bullshit, Richard|

Ok, so I have been really looking what my life stands for and how I would like things to end up. wanting and getting are 2 very different options, as brother Tollak says, if you have shit in one hand, and wishes in another, what do you have? a handful of shit, that kinda speaks the same as a bird in the hand, but shit makes the point better My main issue is whether to abandon the whole Native existence, I mean, do I want the Native label? Am I really proud to be part of a conquered people? A victim? Native means victim to so many, just look at the post on most of their sites. they stole our land, boo hoo they raped and enslaved [...]

my fathers son

2020-12-20T12:33:50-07:00Categories: Current Events, my bullshit, Richard, Richard life pages|

Some people, no matter what you do in life, will always find ways to attack your character. I have been attacked my whole life for being my fathers son. your father did this, your father did that. where do we get this? What does the sins of the father mean? most of the stuff i hear, is not worth salt, but where do people get off attacking people for whom their parent are? When someone does this, it is more an affirmation of their own lock of integrity, than mine, are you serious, your judging me on who my father is? now let me say, I have been guilty of this, our of anger, as it is not a reasonable thing to do. some say I'm just [...]

false profit?

2020-12-20T12:44:48-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

This one is a tough one, this little diddy is all about faith and Religion, put myself right out there. I have been claiming that I am a Christian for as long as I can remember, I do not go to church or even read the bible. I have accepted Jesus Christ as my personal lord and savior, what does that mean to me? Not sure, but it works for me. I have to tell the truth here, when I hear people talking about the bible or reciting bible quotes, I am a little put off by this, not towards them, well..... not really, I know it is my own thinking that carries me through all stages of my life, but it is hard not be be [...]

Arizona votes Biden :/ mary Jane passes by a landslide

2020-12-20T12:48:58-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

ok, just a short procrastination act before going and finishing up some roofing today, tough work, but not too bad. looks like we will have legal Marijuana 60 to 40, nice to get out of the dark ages, eye do not condone chronic pot smoking or any drugs for young growing adults. You need to get your shit together first. There should be major consequences for those that supply any drug to children's growing brains, it a nowhere drug the schools will be funded by people making 200k a year, not me, or couples making 500k a year, also not me, but someone has to pay the schools, we are now a democrat state, we lost both senate seats, and lost to Biden :( Even if Trump [...]

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Election day 2020 can you see me?

2020-12-20T12:51:27-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

the year 2020 for 20 20 vision? just got finished voting for "the Donald" I voted for him, not for his character, but for the economy, I voted out of concern for our imediate future, in 2006, I voted for Obama, the focus was on healthcare, when jobs were shit and people were losing their homes, our house went down to almost 100k, now it is up close to 300k. that is easy math Construction jobs are plentiful, still even during the pandemic. I voted for the Trump policies of putting Americans first, not just white Americans, but all America. I can see that if Biden wins, it will be 4 years of blaming Trump, the trump scapegoat, for bloated government. they pay people to manage other [...]

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October 2020

vote for freedom, vote for change, Vote vote vote

2020-12-20T15:28:49-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

unless your voting for joe biden, then stay home. :/ just kidding... kind of, I mean he talks some good points, but social change and environmental change should not come at the expenses of jobs and the economy, big government is not the answer. government is chock full of waste, corruption and red tape. I voted for Obama his first term, we needed jobs, he chose social change, I survived, but it was not fun, what did he bring? not sure, but did not vote for him again. I agree, we need to level the playing field for everyone not just the bidens, and trumps.

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August 2020

the plot thickens, ham hoc split pea soup

2020-12-20T17:02:16-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

time keeps on ticking,I found a new idea, it is broth, ham hawks, o how to spell hocks, yes... Ham hock, delicious looks like the presidential race is moving forward, not sure about the new vp pick for Biden, seems smart, have yet to hear here speak, me, I am not making any commitments, until after the debates, so far the left has been toxic for so long, it has wore me down, but on the good side, Pamela, does not seem to be a run of the mill sheepstar, no she was a prosecute who did not prosecute marijuana cases, big plus on that, On the other hand, she refused to seek the death penalty for a murderer, not sure the specifics, but it was a [...]

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relationships and MOre

2020-12-20T17:12:47-07:00Categories: my bullshit, Richard, Richard life pages|

Lately, I have been cleaning up my act, yes, well kinda, just putting perspective on things, like what relationships are important, which ones cause me angst, Facebook friends down to me closest sweet Mary and my children, which are all good, not without growth and dissension of sorts, I mean really, is there an Ozzie and Harriet type of relationship out there, in perfect sync on everything? Eye think not! I recently resigned from a position on our little Native board, it had become so poisonous to my life, just what the government intended, but on the flip side, maybe I can still salvage some family relationships on my island, although it looks bleak, I am hopeful, They have done some good things. we no longer are [...]

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Back in the saddle

2020-12-20T17:16:29-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Air so smith song, love that song, music is so important, to me at least, earth is such a dark place at times, yet life is so precious, is there enough for all of us to live happy lives? is there world in which greed and hate dont permeate through the pores of man? That has been a question, scholars have been asking for centuries. Most times it is Utopia for just your kind, your people, and fuck the rest, or on a smaller theater, just your family, just you, with no regard for anyone or anything else, am I talking about you? perhaps, that is for you to decide, I know it has been me at times. there will never be true peaceful easy feeling with [...]

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July 2020

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